Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Starting Out

The earliest point i remember in my life is watching "The Ninja Turtles 2:Secret Of The Ooze" with my mother.Ironically that was probably the last time i saw her for many years.The story i was told, about when she first left varies in my memory.The main gist of it is: When i was 2 she left me and my brother at the baby sitter and never returned.The sitter called my grandmother*, in return she called our fathers who retrieved us separately(half Brothers).I wouldn't see or discuss her again for 6 years.
The years Between 2 and 6 are barely comprehensible.

The Act

For too long I have had no ambitions.I have been on a path directed at certain self destruction, yet have still managed to make it this far.I sit here now and contemplate why?